I find this question interesting and hard to answer, I honestly took time to think when that was? And I found out, oh my God! My life evolves as always in my heavy-duty schedule. I call it heavy duty because it is as it is, I needed to follow my daily routine.
And I am beginning to reflect I am really happy with what I am now and who I am now? At this stage, although there are so many things happened to me that I am truly blessed and thankful because I can pass all of it, and I am not complaining although there are some parts that leave to me scars and until now I am in the process of healing and dealing with it.
But I am missing something? Sounds confusing so do I.
Oh well, now your friend speaking to herself…
Our life evolves for so many first time, first step, first job, first tour or travel alone, first love, first kiss, first impression, first promotion, first boyfriend and heartache, first investment and so many first….
And for those first time, it leaves marks on us either thought us a lesson, gain and give us confidence and impression, made us a better person and most of all there is something in us that change in a way of our living, beliefs, and principles and hoping all of it is for the better.
What is holding us back to face new challenges, to face new opportunities, to come out from the box?
Most of us afraid to get away in our comfort zone, afraid to explore a bit, always in a box and afraid to commit failure and mistake, but come to think of it, who wants to commit failure and have mistakes and get hurt in the end. Having failure and getting hurt is part of our life that leads us to know our self better. To know where and how long we can drive ourselves to the fullest.
And if you going to ask me now when was the last time I did something for the first time?
By admitting to myself that I am just a human, it is okay to come out in my heavy-duty schedule to deal with something new challenges and opportunities. By accepting the fact that I don’t need to be afraid of getting hurt again because allowing myself to continue learning something will make me a better person. And who knows it leads me to my happiness.
So do you really feel happy and contented of what and where you are now?
I am leaving this question to you folks….. Goodnight! …. 🙂
Signing Off: WillOfHeart